No matter how many times I fail, I will never give up!!!

I had another blog that I never shared with anyone out of shame.  After going back and reading some old posts, one thing is clear, I am just not going to give up.  I will eventually get there, someday.

Its so easy to get lost in the failures and roadblocks.   To let life and trauma and things get in the way.  To take care of everyone else except yourself.  To allow that inner voice to continue to repeat messages you were told as a child, that are false.  

But, despite everything, I am a fighter and will continue to fight.  However, this time Im fighting for me.  I really want to get healthy and become the person that I know is hiding inside.  Maybe some accountability will be helpful.  I hope to inspire and help others too.  I have gotten inspiration from so many people out there.

Welcome, and here we go!!!

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