I realize I didnt eat much but I really wasnt hungry!

Friday Day 2  8-3-12
black coffee x2
sweet potato
taco meat  (Homeade seasoning)
lettuce
tomato
pluots x2
chipotle   (double meat, lettuce, tomatoes)

Saturday Day 3  8-4-12
banana
eggs and taco meat
chicken sage sausage
canteloupe
homeade chicken salad
bacon
black coffee x2
pot roast with sweet potatoes and onions and carrots

Sunday Day 4  8-5-12
egg frittata
canteloupe
chicken salad
ginger chicken and veggies

Monday  Day 5  8-6-12
americano from starbucks (my new fave!!)
black coffee
chicken salad
sweet potato fries
smashburger bikini burger with strawberry salsa; and icebery wedge with vinegar and oil

Tuesday  Day 6  8-7-12
black coffee
2 eggs with spices
chicken salad
leftover pot roast and sweet potato


And honestly, I AM NOT HUNGRY.   This coming from a fattie who ate constantly before, and craved sugar like a crack addict wants that bitch rock.   On that days that you see I eat more than others, its usually a gym day, which makes sense.   I will try not to get on the scale again for awhile because I dont want to be disappointed.   Im just hoping that the weight continues to fall off easily for awhile, I have soooo much to lose.   At least forty more, ultimately id like to be right at 200, with tons of muscle, so thats sixty more.   Havent ever been muscular, so Im going to work less on what the scale says and more on what I see in the mirror.  If a 220 I make myself wet looking in the mirror, Ill stop there, and wont feel pushed to make it under that.

Be warned, my friends.   I hope that when I do become a super sexy bitch, you all wont find me too obnoxious, but I plan on wearing as much sparkly, shit on my ass stuff I can find.  Im talking BLING, bedazzled fucking jeans, think victorias secret and rue 21 in a dry humping olympic event.   Im TALKING that shit you look at mid 30's women wear and say, who the fuck does she think she is to be wearing that shit????  (Yes, I know Im late thirties, but I look young, and still get carded, so Im claiming mid thirties for a long time...)  Well, I wont GAF.   Really.   Im gonna wear some hot shit, and may even get a pair of booty shorts with writing on the ass.  Y?   Because I can.   Or I will be able to say that....

I promise to not become any more obnoxious than I already am, other than my clothing.   

Off to find cute plus sized workout clothing to wear for awhile, and maybe buy something, or just wait until Christmas when I lose more weight and can wear it longer.   I would be pissed if I spent 40 bucks on this pair of NIKE shorts im coveting, and a month from now cant wear them without flashing everyone in the gym. 

Keep me motivated girls!!!!!  Im super super excited, and finally am happy to be taking charge and working my ass off!!  Gonna keep making those 5am  classes, makes the rest of the day AWESOME!!!!

For now, Im dreaming of a nice glass of jack and diet, or a glass of wine, and will be so happy when I can have alcohol again!!!! 

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