So after eating like the world was going to end for two months (Tgiving and Christmas), I am now back on the bandwagon.  Im going to have to accept that the holidays are my weakness and work really hard the rest of the year, lol!!!

I seriously ate whatever I wanted for those two months.  We started this two month challenge at the box on January 2, and I can tell you that first two weeks of detoxing/changing are hell, but this last week and a half have been hell.  I AM SO FUCKING GODDAMN TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The first time we did a challenge I did whole 30 which is so limiting and doesn't allow you to have much of anything, so this time we chose paleo this time.  I was really tired last time the first two weeks also.  In an act of support (put your jaw back) , he is doing it to.  However, it makes him uber grumpy and we arent really speaking at this point, but thats another post.

Anyway, this is day 10 and I am still effing tired.   I have been going to bed early, and sleeping at least seven or eight hours a night.  I get up at 430am to go to crossfit 5am class, and its great, really.  I feel great, until about 2pm, when I start daydreaming about napping in the bathroom. at work.   Sooo tired.   But, Im hoping that gets better after the two weeks.

I had been doing crossfit about twice a week, and while it was helping, this new challenge is partner based, so I found someone like me who goes everyday and looks amazing already.  My minimum is four days a week, Id like to get to five, but inevitably, there is at least one night per week that I cant get to bed early/need a break.  I could go on saturday to get my fifth day, but I like having the weekends free to have two whole days to let me body rest.

Its going really really well and Im almost used to getting up that damn early, since several times I have woken up before the alarm went off!!!

Needless to say, the scale only shows seven pounds down in a week, but Im telling you this is amazing; I can tell more now, and so can others, than when I lost 20 pounds.  I cant wait to see what's under all this fat when it finally goes away.

Ive decided to not think of a number as I have my whole life.  I want to get to a comfortable place where I look good, feel good, and look awesome.   Yes, its about how I look, I want the outside to match the inside.  My partner and I have a goal: to be a milf.  LOL.  We will get there. 

We are going to key west for christmas next year and I cannot wait to be there looking hot!! 

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